saya hidup untuk apa . . . ?

Jumaat, 2 April 2010.
7:27 a.m.
Seksyen 2, Bandar Baru Bangi.

Selalu sy tertanya..
Sy hidup utk apa?
hmm...

utk ummi ngan abah?
atau kerana perjanjian sy dengan Allah, tuhan pencipta sy?
utk merasai segala nikmatNya...
utk menjadi bukti kekuasaanNya...
utk mencari dan menegakkan yg benar dari yg batil...

ya..
mungkin semua di atas benar..
tapi jawapan yg paling pasti..
sy hidup utk MATI dan kembali menghadap Pencipta Yang Maha Esa...
jadi bersedialah utk itu..


'al-fatihah utk Din Beramboi yg telah kembali ke pangkuanNya jam 12:30 a.m.'

Jangan mencari terlalu sempurna . . . . .

Khamis, 1 April 2010.
1:53 a.m.
Seksyen 2, Bandar Baru Bangi.


Jika kamu memancing ikan sekiranya ikan terlekat di mata kail..hendaklah kamu mengambilnya. Janganlah kamu melepaskannya ke dalam air begitu sahaja kerana ia akan sakit kerana bisanya ketajaman kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup.
Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang. Setelah ia mulai menyayangimu, hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya. sesekali kamu Janganlahmeninggalkannya begitu sahaja kerana dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin tidak akan melupakannya selagi dia mengingatimu.

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada. Jangan terlalu mengharap takungannya. Dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh. Cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu kerana sekali ia retak, tentu sukar untuk kamu membaikinya semula. Akhirnya ia dibuang. Sedangkan jika kamu cuma memperbaikinya, mungkin ia masih dapat digunakan.
Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, terimalah seadanya. Janganlah kamu terlalu mengkaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa. Anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan kesilapan bukan mudah kamu menerimanya. Akhirnya kamu kecewa dan meninggalkannya. Sedangkan jika kamu memaafkannya, mungkin hubungan kamu akan terus hingga ke akhirnya.

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi. Yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu, mengenyangkan, berkhasiat. Mengapa kamu berlengah dan cuba mencari makanan yang lain. Terlalu mengejar kelazatan, kelak nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya. Kamu akan menyesal.
Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan yang pasti membawa kebaikan kepada dirimu, menyayangimu, mengasihimu. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba membandingkannya dengan yang lain. Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan, kelak kamu akan kehilangannya apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain.
Kamu juga yang akan menyesal!


Copy and paste this from my friend's blog...macam terinsaf plak baca menda ni...tapi nak insaf pasal ape nye?? sy xde pon cari yang terlalu sempurna...masalahnye dah memang takde yg datang kat sy...kalo ade pon, cam memain jap pastu pergi begitu shj spt situasi yg 1st skali tu (sy adalah mangsa)..
hurm..kadang2 sy duk pikir...perlu ke perempuan yg org kate "make the first move"?? tanak lah..wat mende laen lagi bagos...biarla sy kat sini terus tunggu dan lihat apa akan berlaku seterusnya...kalau takde pape berlaku pun..biarlah...malas sy nk cara..

'bosannya!! sy nk cari keje lah...da malas gler nk blaja...'

I am a FIRE TIGER! *AUMMM!!!*

Brief Description
Tigers are strong but very emotional and sensitive. They can get stubborn over things that they believe to be right or true.

Positive Traits
lovable, alluring, warm-hearted, altruistic, honourable, hard-working, pleasant, independent, engaging, dynamic and idealist sweetie pies

Negative Traits
rash, hot-headed, reckless, infatuated, quarrelsome, caustic, moody, predatory, rebellious, disobedient and irreverent rascals

General Description of All Tigers

Tigers do not find worth in power or money. They will be completely honest about how they feel and expect the same of you. On the other hand, they seek approval from peers and family. Generally, because of their charming personalities Tigers are well liked. Often, failing at a given task or being unproductive in his personal or professional life can cause a Tiger to experience a depression. Criticism from loved ones can also generate this type of Tiger reaction. Still, like all felines, Tigers always land on their feet, ready for their next act in life, pursuing it with unyielding energy and hunting it infallibly.
Tigers are also incorrigibly competitive - they simply cannot pass up a challenge, especially when honor is at stake, or they are protecting those they love. Tigers are unpredictable and it would be unwise to underestimate their reactions. They may appear cool, but they have the Big Cat's instincts to pounce at a moment's warning. Natural leaders, they have a strong sense of their own dignity, and if they find themselves in the ranks, they can be stubborn and obstinate. In positions of power they can be difficult though stimulating bosses. Tigers are intelligent, alert, and farsighted. They have their fingers on the pulse. Good strategists and tacticians, they often have a hidden agenda. As long as they do not risk their luck too often, and keep their restless nature under control, their tactics usually pay off in life.

Detailed Description of The Fire Tiger
Eccentric and dramatic, Fire Tigers are aglow with passion and verve. They are outgoing, expressive and look on the bright side of things. They have the Tiger's natural ability to lead others and are able to excite others simply with their own gift of enthusiasm. They can be funny and have great senses of humor (???). Tigers are powerful speakers and have the ability to command and persuade crowds through speech(siyes ke???). Their own seemingly endless supply of energy can make them appear a bit dramatic, and it may make them more sensitive to cautious or down-to-earth approaches in others.

The Sagittarian Tiger
These Tigers have a great appetite for life and thrust themselves into everyday of their lives. They are mostly extroverts who enjoy being out and about in strange places. They also like to be spontaneous and often jump to conclusions before weighing the consequences.

Lucky Colors: Green, Blue, White, Yellow
Yin or Yang: Yang (Light / Masculin)

The Tiger At Work
A quickness and an alert intelligence make Tigers fast learners. Tigers need a challenge. Add this to them being easily bored and it explains why Tigers tend to change careers more often than other Chinese Animals. Some Tigers don't change their occupations frequently enough and thus tend to juggle jobs all at the same time. Most Tigers are natural born leaders who perform best knowing they are working towards positions of power and influence.
Well Suited Tiger Occupations: Actors, Comedians, Chauffeurs, Musicians, Race Car Drivers, Pilots, Artists, Writers, Flight Attendants, Travel Agents, Advertising Agents, Office Managers

Money and The Tiger
Tigers depend on luck. They like to spend money (muahahhahahaa!!~), and also to share it. They can be quite impulsive spenders because they know they can always make more. Somehow, as luck would have it, they discover the end of the rainbow just before complete bankruptcy. They are willing to lose a fortune in their lifetime, if it means they will wind up with two.

The Tiger as a Friend
Tigers, born under the third Animal sign of the Chinese Zodiac, have the ability to lift the spirits of even the most depressed or lonesome individual they meet. Because of that attitude, Tigers have no problem making new friends. Actually, a Tiger person without a friend is quite miserable and sad. Like the Dragon, the Monkey, and the Rat, Tigers are most comfortable surrounded by friends and family.

As friends, Tigers are exceptionally warm and incredibly generous with their time, attention and money. Friends are always welcome in a Tiger's home and will most often be greeted with a cup of coffee, an ear, a tissue, an open mind and an open wallet. Few friends could be as caring and affectionate, as quirky and surprising, or as genuinely interested as the Tiger.


The Tiger Lover

Tigers are incredibly sexy people, beautiful to most people and sensually romantic. They are spontaneous lovers who never lose their creative spark or flare for an evening of passion. They offer their partner a hint of danger and exhibit a curiosity for the unknown.
Compatibility:
EXCELLENT
Dog
GOOD
Dragon, Horse, Pig
FAIR
Rat, Rooster, Ox, Rabbit
DIFFICULT
Monkey, Snake, Tiger, Sheep

sudah sudah laaa...

Ahad, 28 Mac 2010.
11:46 a.m.
Seksyen 2, Bandar Baru Bangi.

Orang dah kate TAK NAK...takkan tak boleh faham??
Sudah sudah laa...
Jangan pujuk sy lagi...
Kalau sy setuju pon...cerita pasti dah jadi lain...
Kalau sy setuju pon...bukan sebab hati sy btol2 nak...tapi sebab kesian kat awak...
Awak pon cakap..."jangan sebab kesian kat sy"...kan?
Sy dah malas nak pikir semua ni...
Keje sy sangat melambak pon sy dah tak bleh pikir...
Jangan tambahkan lagi beban pemikiran sy...
Dan jangan buat sy menjauhi awak...
Sebab sy paling tak suka nak hilang kawan...
Saya ni dah laa takde banyak kawan...
Jangan buat sy hilang kawan2 yang sy ada...

'sy cuma nak idup tenang dan penuh kesederhanaan...salah ke?'

life is about choices . . .

Friday, 26 March 2010.
2:30 p.m.
Seksyen 2, Bandar Baru Bangi.


Life is about choices...
Life is all about making the right decision...
Life is not about what you decide for me...
But it is about what i decide for myself...

I can see a lot of opportunity...a lot of choices in front of me...
But which i decide to choose, is up to me...
I have the right to choose in my life...
I have the right to create my own destiny...
Maybe sometimes i made a mistake...
Maybe sometimes i made a wrong decision...
And maybe sometimes i chose the wrong way...
But that is my life...

Yes..i wish to change...
I want to be a better me...
Having a better life to live on...
But i don't want to give up on the things that makes me great...
I don't want to change the things that make people trust on me...and stay around me...
Because i am nobody without my friends...my family...
So that, i will find the best way to develop a better me...
I will find my own best method to re-brand SAKINAH HAWA...

My dad is right...
He said, "Sometimes we need to be brave to say NO to people."
And from now on...i will say NO to any single thing that don't suits me..

Don't worry...
I'm not as weak as you can see...
I'm a strong girl with a BIG HEART inside...
And i believe i will be a successful person in future without losing any great value of mine...
I believe...there's a way if there's a will...
InsyaAllah...

'x sanggup nak jadi sorang yg x kesian kt org laen...yes..money is important but it's not everything to achieve happiness and sweetness in life..'

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta


Isnin, 22 Mac 2010.
3:03 p.m.
Seksyen 2, Bandar Baru Bangi.

Hmm..ape ek nak cakap?? tade pape kowt...
pegi putrajaya, ingatkan dapat lerr naik hot air balloon tuh..
tapi tak dapat pon...kuciwa2~

Emmm..tapi takpe laa...saye dan lalink2 saye telah menjalankan rutin kami...berPhotoshoot!
kitorang memang gile gambar...kalo boleh, anywhere and everywhere nak bergambar...
enjoy da pics!! ;)

credit to my buddy ---> zie for the photo editting...
kami takde kamera power cam DSLR tuh...tapi kami ade photoshop skill yg power gler yg buat gmbr2 kami jadik cun...dan sebenarnye kami memang cun pon..hahahahahahhaa~
until next time...adios!~ ;p

'dah lame melupakan hasrat utk dptkan DSLR...dah lama tak guna skill photoshop...hmmm...rasenye sbb sy suke bergambar, jadi sy x perlu dapatkan DSLR nih..cuma perlu cari teman yg ada DSLR dan bleh amik gmbr sy cantik2 je...hahahahaa~!'

sakinah hawa is happy ???

Ahad, 21 Mac 2010.
1:40 a.m.
Seksyen 2, Bandar Baru Bangi.

Dialog 1
Izyan: sakinah umur berapa ye??
Kina: agak-agak berapa?
Izyan: emm...20..???
Kina: hahahhahaa...24 laa tahun ni..
Izyan: haa??!! 24???!!! keciknyaaa!!! keciknyaa!! tak mcm 24 pon...
Kina: hahahhahaa...awk umo brape?
Izyan: teka laa..
Kina: err...sama kot..?? 24?
Izyan: tak laa...Yan 22...kiranya sakinah ni akak laa...
Kina: ooooooo...

Dialog 2

Izyan: akak ada boifren?
Kina: hahahahaa...mana ada..
Izyan: eleh...ye ke?? macam tak caya je..
Kina: laaa...nape pulak tak caya???
Izyan: rupa macam ada boifren je...
Kina: haaa??? rupa ada boifren tu macam mane?
Izyan: ye laa...hepi je Yan tengok akak ni...ceria je..
Kina: haaaa?????? hepi??? o.0

Dialog 3
Izyan: akak...kete akak kete auto ke manual??
Kina: manual
Izyan: hmm...Yan agak dah...tgk akak pon cam stail lasak2 jea..
Kina: haaa???
Izyan: yea laaa...akak cam sempoi jea...mesti semua orang senang je nak rapat ngan akak, kan?
Kina: haaaa????? (lagi skali..)


Dialog 4
Izyan: akak...akak suka dengar lagu tak?
Kina: emmm...boleh laa...
Izyan: akak suka dengar lagu melayu ke inggeris?
Kina: emm...sy lagi suka lagu melayu laa...
Izyan: aikk?? nape tak suka dengar lagu BI??
Kina: bukan laa tak suka...tapi kebanyakannya sy tak dapat tangkap wording dia...sy suka dengar lagu yg sy boleh nyanyi...kalo nyanyi salah lirik je...tanak laa...wat malu je...hahahhahaahaa~
Izyan: ha'a kan?? kredibiliti tu kena jaga...hahahhahahaaa~ tapi Yan ingat orang cam akak suka dengar lagu BI..
Kina: haaa??? nape pulak??
Izyan: ye laa...gaya akak tu...kan sempoi2 je...slalu orang stail camtu suka lagu BI...
Kina: adoiiiii (dalam hati..) hahahaa...mane ade...sy suke lagu hindustan tau...
Izyan: haaaa???!! hebat nye...betul ke ni??
Kina: hahahhahaa..ye laa...tapi bkn laa lagu yg baru2 ni...lagu hindustan yg baru, sy langsung tatau...emm...lagi sy suka lagu saloma ngan p.ramlee..
Izyan: ish3...ye kee...x sangkanya...

dan perbualan mereka berterusan lagi..dan lagi...dan lagi...sehinggalah kereta Iswara merah yg dipandu Izyan berhenti di hadapan Blok 2, rumah flet Seksyen 2 Bandar Baru Bangi...


'Semua ni berlaku hanya dalam beberapa jam pertemuan kami...dan sebenarnya ini adalah pertemuan pertama sy dan insan yg sy kenali sebagai Izyan a.k.a Yan....huhu!~'